Decomposition

After Lunch today my family sat and had a normal casual conversation but my mom reached out and told me something she's never said to me before, "When you find the right one for you, the good guy, you have to do everything to make it happen" She's always telling me how men are all the same but not for some dumb theory just on account of their uncontrollable hormones, they can't help it. Her telling me to chase the hormone craze guy that is right for me made me realize I had the "right" guy all along, the real one, no doubt about it whatsoever. The inconvenient part was that I let things go because, I don't know why, because my carelessness or maybe my stubbornness. Now I plan on dedicating the rest of my life to my other soul mate, my dreams. I know they'll be other right guys out there but none that I want. It is a good thing to realize I had the best, I'm thankful for having him be the "right" guy and no one or nothing else.